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Everybody said to heal a broken heart and move on from someone what you need is time, but I think that's not true. Cause I've been separated with you know who for 3 month now, but I haven't move one yet. Oke oke maybe the healing part is right, but not the move on part.

Do you guys remember that I said I want him to feel the pain that I feel?? Do you guys remember that I said I want karma to get him?? Do you guys remember I won't forgive him until he pay what he have done to me?? Well now I don't want karma to get him, I don't want him feel the pain that I feel, cause I know how much it hurts and i don't want him to feel that pain. I just wish him happiness, I wish he's happy with his new girl and I wish he treat her well.

Maybe all of you think "how the hell you can forgive someone like him?? How could you wish him for happiness" but guys when you love someone so deeply, you can forgive all the mistake they've done, no matter how bad it is and you'll forget about it.

I never thought I would love someone like this, I never felt like this before. But I'm happy cause now I can really let him go even I haven't move on yet.

See, my pain is healed but I haven't move on yet. its freakingly hard for me to move on from him. I think the only way for me to move on from him is I have to find someone who can replace him from my heart, but I haven't found that person yet. I wish I'm gonna find him soon :)

Dear s,
I wish you're doing well and you're happy with her now, treat her well okey :)